About
My personal life experiences have been guiding me on a path of exploring the depth of my being. Meeting myself in the vulnerable place of frustration, confusion, and despair, of not knowing who I am sexual, realizing that the relation to my body and my sexuality had been misled and self-abusive, where I was not knowing or denying my desires, not validating my boundaries and suppressing my authentic expression, initiated my process of embodiment.
From this place, I embarked on a journey of self-discovery, exploring the potentials I hold within. I traveled around the world, exploring different modalities of holistic work which were guiding me step by step to get to know my essence better.
During this period of extensive growth, I experienced the blissful state of being in the flow, where I literally felt that I was carried thru life by the perfect synchronicity of universal order. I can see the perfect alignment of important events throughout this journey, which made me arrive at a place of awareness, where I recognize the importance of a connected way of living, where integrated sexuality stands out as an important cornerstone for liberation and personal fulfillment.
Angelika Maria
Erotic ~ Eros
In the context of my work, I use the term erotic in its original meaning, describing Eros as the life force energy which is inherent in all living beings.
Eros is commonly expressed or understood as the red-hot force which emerges in romance and sexual bonding.
Eros also energizes many other passions in life, such as the passion of artistic expression in music and dance, the desire to be of service and to mentor others, as well as the spiritual desire to be united with the divine.
Eros keeps the wheel turning and creation blossoming, continuously transforming and birthing new life & visions.
Embodiment
A majority of humans have lost the connection to the body and the body's inherent wisdom and the birth given connection to spirit.
Fully settling into your physical body can bring you in touch with the subtle energies that support and form you and it also brings you into present awareness. In this embodied present awareness, in being fully in your physical body, you also become aware of your emotional, mental and spiritual bodies.
Being consciously aware of and accessing all your bodies generates the feeling of wholeness – the sense of finally coming home, finding peace within yourself.
My Teachers
Deep gratitude for all the amazing teachers I have met on this path for sharing their wisdom and passion in such an authentic and supportive way. I bow deeply to all those mentioned below and to all the loving souls who often gave me the most profound teachings by simply sharing time, love and presence with each other!!!
Monika Nataraj
Ma Ananda Sarita
Joseph Kramer / Didi Liebhold / Mareen Scholl
Miranda Gray
Satyama Ratna Lasby
Artists
Deep gratitude also to all my dear friends who have blessed me with their skilfull art! You are amazing!!!
Valerie Paraisus
Photographers
Beatrice Williams - www.bbtomas.com
Karl Hintersteiner - Hintersteiner Karl Photographie
Iza Viola - IzaViola Photography (pictures offered by Monika Nataraj)
Thank You!!!
Erotic Embodiment
… is what initiated your human experience.
Stripped down to the Big Bang of your existence it was when the ovum allowed the sperm to enter, that Eros was playing out its magic. Bringing spirit into matter.
Using sexual energy as a tool to bring your awareness back into your body is to rewire your body, soul, and spirit and to realign your sex, heart, and mind.
It is an honest, raw and vulnerable path.
Juicy, expressive and authentic.
As it is overall transformative.